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Lost in Failure

Why do I keep failing?  Why do we share different memories? Why do we fail to understand how our words and actions hurt those we love? Why am I invisible? Never to be fully seen? Why do rub those I love the wrong way? Why do I feel so unloved and so unnecessary? Like a fly swatted away? A nuisance and nothing more? Why do the two people I love most in the world fail to understand how much I need them and their encouragement and to know they have good memories they made with me?

The darkness is coming for me again. 

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I am always learning something new about life. My life is made richer by friends, family, travel, experiences and books.

2 thoughts on “Lost in Failure

  1. I was talking to a friend that’s been through a nightmare over the last couple of years – did the whole therapy thing too – and he said that something quite simple helped him. He concentrates on the present. He can’t change the past or the future, so he consciously tries not to think about them. It got me thinking.

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